2005-03-08 - 9:48 a.m.

Didn't get the psychological assistant job. I thought it had gone so well so I will have to admit that I am completely shocked.

Shocked, saddened, battered down and dead inside. I don't know why I bother to retain any hope in my life, it always gets knocked out of me. I may as well be dead. I've got no life, I left all my friends behind when I moved away with Phoe, I've got no self respect, no money, nothing.

I guess that being interviewed by a panel of psychologists is the worst thing ever for someone trying to conceal the fact that they are an utter wanker. The truth will out.

I could have really done well at that job.

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